Defeated badly

Without any sign again, we got defeated.

i'm completely in my mixed feeling right now coz all these things happened without any sign.
Good sign already appears in front of us but it goes worse for a sudden.
chances already been given to correct it,
we have been taking our way to be the one which we suppose to be,
we have been avoiding things to happen again by fixing it to the right way,
You've been doing the things i expect u to do,
and i've been correcting myself to the way that u wan me to be,
Both has taken step to be what we expect each other to be,
and it works well and we had a good time after we fixed ourself,
we should be happy with all these positive changes, but it appear to be the other way round,
in the end, we got into this stage even though we've found our own way to handle it.
We failed to get through/ignore/forgive/watsover, wat had happened in the past.
Old bad stories stil come to us and it remind us back the feeling,
even though we already been doing things that we expect each other to do.


I'm sorry for everything, yet, i stil hope its a comma but not a dot.